pardon my typos...............

hmmm....it's been a long long time pple....hopefully i can revieve my blog successfully....

nothing much in my life has changed technically. In yr 2, time has flown by very fast n i'm aready nearly at the end of the sem. the sem was stressful n i was slacking....opps...hope that in the last 2 weeks before the exams the full force can help a lot. a few main things that happened.....

I really thought that my vj class will never gather but i was wrong. thanks to Mr Reuben(We are all very grateful!!) and about 1/3 of the class turn up. 8 of us. in the 8 pple pic above...from left to right...row behind: Galvin, Marcus, Han Wei, Gerard and Reuben the row in front: Cassandra, Charmaine, Me. well, we updated our no.s and it is quite nice to know that we haven't changed much, still the sane pple cracking the cold jokes and stuff...we made a marketplace out of the PS Swensens where we had lunch. although it was just a short lunch gathering butit was nice to know roughly where are some of your friends and that they are all doing pretty well....i guess we can't ask for more....hopefully, we can work out another gathering in december :)

as for me and my bf(well, i have to mention him, given that our lives kinda revolve around each other)....was looking for a room to stay together then his boss suddenly last min arrange for him a place to stay when he didn't want to earlier. well, after the old resturant closed n before the new one at vivo city opened, it was quite fun since we could see each other quite often, and for long periods of time. coming to my house to watch vcd, go onlin n play his fav poker game etc etc, just being together was really quite nice. now, he's applying for ome form of EP pass based on his coaching qualifications and we are waiting for the results. if it doesn't pass thru then he's gota go back for a month or 2 or so i hope to come back later n apply w a culinary cert. well, we were hoping that i could go back w him or join him there few awhile n he can show me to his family n friends there....keeping my fingers crossed.

streaked my hair red earlier but it faded to brown in about 1 week. i actually didn't want red but the hairdresser, kinda recommended it. well, if uwere to look at it from another angle, it's like you get to have the fun of 2 colours instead of just dying it brown n having it to remain at that colour.

to think back on why i called this blog lost-in-facades....well, i must say that everyone knows what i am trying to mean when i say that people often wear different mask in their daily lives, sometimes several mask in a day when they are w diff groups of pple. it's sad bt i think that it is also a means of survival as to not reveal to much of yourself in order to protect yourself.

i got this gal frien of mine who tends to forget the existance of masks and often get too emothional or hurt by things or words that other pple say. then i would analyse out the situation for her. it's always a 2 way thing. i think i mentioned it in a very very eraly blog of mine. u can't treat the other person as a friend if the other person does not treat you as a friend. u can't love the person if the person doesn't love you back(maybe exception for parents to children kinda love) but it is the sad truth. i had a GP tutor who said that the reason why people love each other is beacause they need to feel loved. if it's a 1 way kind of thing, even if it's the kind of i only wish the best for her kind of love, the one forking out the love will feel sad inevitably but how sad depends......apply this to all relationships....the world seem like such a bleak place? i think so too but don't worry..the fools are always the hapier lot for they do not know what they are losing....